Goals

So sitting in church today I was thinking about the fact that my brother gets home in a year which means he has been gone a year and one goal I had was to improve myself and have I done it...alittle not as much as I wanted so this next year I have to really kick some butt. We have plans when he gets home like going on a cruise...i came go on a cruise looking like this not happening..so now we are starting with the first step in or giant plan we are eating right still trying to get that totally right but today has been a good day..phase 2 we will get better at exercising. So the chicken! Homemade bbq sauce shredded chicken over rice yummy so delightful..with peas on the side lovin the peas Mmmm...well thats about it today!

Inspired

So seriously its been a pretty good day write down everything oi ate..well thanks to technology typed it into my phone lol..so it was slow at work today giving me ALOT of time to think (a dangerous pasttime,i know)...(props to beauty and the beast)..anyway I dont know how many of yall watched biggest loser this season but it totally gives me hope and inspires me especially daris we have alot in common and look at him he is freakin hot..im so sad thatthe season is over I will miss it so much..but there is always next season!! Did alittle shopping tonight got some yummy looking strawberries cant wait to eat them and some chicken dont know yet how we are going to prepare the chicken but excited to see what we do. So while working I was thinking about the fact that im getting old and have so much I still want to do with my life and the way im going they aren't happening so another example of why I am changing it up! and why I named my blog what I did o gotta live a life I love and i gotta love what im doing..not that I don't love my life cause I really do but if I love it now can you imagine when im healthy! Yay me!

An easy life

bless the person who came up with the frozen dinner..i decide im hungry go to the freezer pick what im hungry for stick it in the microwave and a few minutes later i have a single pre counted meal what would or dear pioneer ancestors think of this fabulous technology it really is pretty amazing..and it can make weight loss much easier. Today I am dining on a lean cuisine lasagna, hopefully it tides me over for awhile I dont feel like getting hungry again anytime soon but if I do peas heee I come. It always seems for me that I can handle the first half of the day ok ira the second half that gets me..but my goal today is to rock it! And so far so good, and along as I can do good in the eating part all thats left is exercise...i find myself making small really lame excuses when it comes to exercise for example: I would have to change my clothes, there is something good on tv...and one old the lamest i dont want to go upstairs and get my shoes, seriously thats my reason going up the stairs can only help the exercise so from now on im going to attempt not to use any of these lol and get of my butt and do it! Peace out

When life gets you down...share it

When one trys to lose weight we all have different struggles, different reasons we have got to the point were we are, so when wanting to lose it you have to reverse through all of that face your demons of what had caused this. So here I am 24 almost 25 attempting to face it wanting to hit those demons like a brick wall. One of the first things need to do is share to express my everything and hopefully thu this I can help me and maybe others who are going thru this same thing and might need to know that someone else is going through the exact same thing. I actually started this all October 20, 2010 since then I have lost 35lbs but gained little back so as of this week im down 27 lbs and I have hit a wall that is pushing back so that is why im here today to feel like I have someone out there in cyberspace to be accountable too.